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Skeleton Obscure. by equinelovex

I love this peace, everything about it stands out in a wonderful way. you got the shading just right, the pose is perfect, and the eyes...


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Do you ever just feel...helpless?

I do, or rather, I am right now anyway. For further understanding, let me explain.

I am a bit of an emotional mess, and by that I mean that I'm not sure what to do with my emotions; I don't mean that I suffer from mood swings or cry for no reason or anything like that. Its actually a bit of the opposite, for most of the time I believe that I do not feel enough, and when I DO feel, I'm not entirely sure what to do with said emotions because I am so unused to having them.

I feel like a robot most of the time, which (lol) is probably why I like robots so much. However I feel that I've gotten of topic here. >.>

Anyway, even though I wasn't really sure how to feel most of the time, I had always taken comfort in the fact that I could usually help others with their own emotional complexes, because (for some reason.) I had always been pretty good at understanding the emotions and motives of other people (and no, the irony isn't lost on me.)

I've gotten used to being the person that people can rely on, and though I sometimes felt completely mentally exhausted, it wasn't ever something I couldn't handle.

But as of late, this hasn't exactly been the case. Lately it seems as though everyone I love and care about has been placed in a situation in which I cannot help them. I'm used to just being able to wipe away tears and be the rock that everyone relies on, but this time I can't be because its all so very much out of my control.

I want to help. But I can't.
and that's what hurts the most.

And to any of my friends IRL that might be reading this, please know that I am not speaking about any one person; there are several things going on in my life right now, so no one is really to blame.

Also know that I am not writing this as a drama journal to get attention or sympathy; thats not really my thing. I just felt like I would feel better if I wrote some of my feelings down, and I actually do feel better now, sooooooo yay.

And in case your wondering; no, I haven't told any of my RL friends this. It would make them worry, and they have enough things to worry about. I couldn't live with myself if I knew that I caused them any stress or discomfort. I couldn't burden them like that.

So anyway, I just wanted to vent a little. I don't complain very often (unless its about my friggen art tablet.) but every now and again I feel the need to let out some of my bottled emotions so I don't explode. If your reading this, then I apologize for wasting your time and for possibly making you worry.

Anyway, I'll catch ya later then. Buh Byeeeee
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Sound of silence (depressing much?)
  • Reading: two books
  • Watching: mass effect
  • Playing: my thoughts
  • Eating: naught
  • Drinking: not'n


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I am One-eyeHitomi! and this is Sparta! :iconspartaplz:

Here you will find that I am someone of whom that enjoys the many wonderful art styles that is anime; but don't just expect anime from me. you'll find that I am a person of a great deal of talents, and I hope you learn to enjoy them as much a I do.^^
Ah, and I feel it necessary to tell you all:
I'm a little crazy.
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding Character Abuse Meme to your favorites. I'm glad you like my art :)
One-eyeHitomi Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student Traditional Artist
No problem~ ^^
TomasBj Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015   Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave!
One-eyeHitomi Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
No problem!
Lindenlin Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the :+fav:! I'm so glad you enjoyed it! :hug:
One-eyeHitomi Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Your welcome~!
sasha-fantom Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015
:iconfrostymorningbliss:Thanks a lot for the  :+devwatch:!  :)       
One-eyeHitomi Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Sure thing~
sasha-fantom Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2015
Many thanks for the :iconfav3dplz:! :)  :love:
One-eyeHitomi Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
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