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Umm, so yeah. So for those of you that may not be aware, Daniel Kyre- a great man from the Youtube channel Cyndago,- has passed away a few days ago on September 18th, after he had tried to commit suicide two days prier. The attempt had left his brain permanently damaged and sadly, he was taken off of life support not long after. Cyndago had only just made this information public just a few hours ago.

Now, I have not been watching Cyndago for very long; I had only recently discovered the channel through Markiplier, who had also been a very good friend of Daniel, but even though I hadn't known these people for very long, you could see the amount of love and friendship these people had shared with one another.

In every video, you could practically see the amount of dedication and fun that they had put into their skits, and even an an outsider like me could see that these people were like a family in every regard.

And that is also why that even I, an outsider, was effected by this deeply tragic news. I didn't know Daniel; many of us didn't, but I can still say that the loss has hurt me in a way I cannot describe. Just the other day I was watching one of the videos with him in it, and I remember laughing at the shear goofyness of the video.

He had made me laugh, and he didn't even know me. 

It always kills me to know that sometimes the people that wear the biggest smiles often also have the deepest pain. And it scares me to know that sometimes I am one of them.

No, I am not going to kill or harm myself; I fear death far greater then I do life. But I can see what brings people to that conclusion.
For some of us, we feel to much. We feel every grey day, every stabbing emotion, and every twisted thought that should lacerate our hearts. And for every person that learns to defend themselves against the tidal waves of emotions, there are those of us whose arms get tired of hanging on, so they let go, and they get swept away by the tide. 

This should never be an option. Death never heals anything. You cannot kill pain with pain. Death has only ever birthed pain, never life, never happiness, just pain.

As I was reading the tearful goodbyes and the tangibly heartbreaking words of Daniel's fans and friends, it was very clear that his death had only birthed more pain. 

A wise Reddit user made an excellent quote that sadly, I couldn't find again, but it went something like "Suicide only spreads pain to the living." and I could not agree with that more. 

Listen, I know what its like to feel to much or (sadly, in my case) too little, but suicide is not a cure to an illness, its more akin to a destructive bomb, and if you should choose to set it off, the only thing you will accomplish is hurting the lives everyone around you.

I'm not calling Daniel a bad person by any means; I'm sure he didn't mean to hurt the people around him, but depression clouds the mind and makes judgment difficult. Death is NEVER the answer, and I only wish he was strong enough to hang on or speak up before it was too late.

I'm sorry about this journal guys, its easily the most depressing this I've ever written here, but I felt I should say something, if not for me, then for Cyndago, Markiplier, and all of their devoted loving fanbase.

I know this is difficult news, but please, if you are considering suicide, PLEASE remember that every action you make has a consequence and an effect on other people, no matter how insignificant you think you are. Everything, even you, was made for a reason. Remember that.

My thoughts and prayers to Daniel Kyre, may his soul rest peacefully, and to everyone that knew him, may they ride this storm together.
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Here you will find that I am someone of whom that enjoys the many wonderful art styles that is anime; but don't just expect anime from me. you'll find that I am a person of a great deal of talents, and I hope you learn to enjoy them as much a I do.^^
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"You told me that I couldn't do it, so now I'm going to go and succeed. Just to spite your know-it-all ass." ~O-EH

“Are you always a smartass?""Nope. Sometimes I'm asleep.” ~Jim Butcher, Blood Rites

"To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering." ~Friedrich Nietzsche

"I may be drunk, Miss, but in the morning I will be sober and you will still be ugly." ~Winston Churchill

"My fake plants died because I did not pretend to water them." ~Mitch Hedberg

"The trouble with having an open mind, of course, is that people will insist on coming along and trying to put things in it." ~Terry Pratchett

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"Victory is always possible for the person who refuses to stop fighting." ~Napoleon Hill

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